March 4, 2008

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  So, the physician thinks its okay to take wellbutrin and norvir,  and pointed out that the previous cocktail contained both as well, just under a different name.   he stopped a new one, isentress,  and traded it for truvada.    I'm gonna keep weening off the wellbutrin anyhow just because why take it if i don't need it. 
  only time will tell.

  the doc gave me an rx for imitrex,  a potent migraine medication, in case I get another migraine.  It will supposedly cure a migraine in around 30 minutes,  but has been associated with death.

  ok,  when I'm having the migraine,  if you've never had one, you simply MUST!,  I won't care about heart stoppage and stroke due to anti migraine medication.   Imitrex basically blocks a neuro transmitter that tells your arteries to either constrict or expand,  I forgot exactly which direction,  which is the opposite of whatever the migraine is doing, constricting or expanding your neural arteries and veins,  as well as coronary arteries, which has lead to death, they are certain to keep reminding me.

  To end up eventually dying trying to relieve a migraine would pretty much put the icing on the cake.  After what I've survived,  including previous migraines, however it is not enough to scare me.  The migraines are so intense that I think of snuffing them out by jumping out the window or chopping my own head off so if the death were quick and painless,  it would probably be preferable over the migraine,  if it weren't so permanent.

  Well... hopefully I won't have another migraine, and the medication change will be better overall....
  only time will tell.

  Other than the migraines I've pretty much been in a funk.  Nothing much to write about.
  I've been avoiding writing.  I'm getting discouraged about the marketing involved.
  I'd rather just get discovered.  I got to write something first though.

  Reading novels about death and crime investigation.   I've learned several things.

  Did you know that when you die,  the skin on your arms and hands dries and peels off and this is called "Degloving" in the profession.   Furthermore, you can rehydrate these skin 'gloves' and put them on to get fingerprints from them.

  There is a word for decaying fatty flesh which turns oily and waxy;  it is called "Gack".

  You can follow a maggot trail from a dead body,  they  travel in packs and no one knows why or how they do it, after all they are just maggots.  You follow the trail by the gack they leave, to where they hatch and dry their wings as baby flies and find out exactly when someone was brutally beaten to death.
  only time will tell.

  I'm almost at the end,  of this murder mystery.
  I'm not sure what I'll read next.
  only time will tell.

  I'll do anything to do nothing.
  Shit.
  

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