May 18, 2011

• I Need A Brain Scan...

  I found out yesterday that I may have a brain tumor or infection of the brain.   The infection is unlikely because I have a healthy immune system, however it needs to be ruled out.

  By COINCIDENCE (there is that "word" again,  oh how it bugs me)  my NEPHEW<  who is approx 10 years younger that I am is having a tumor removed from behind his eyeball TODAY,  in California.  I don't know the details except that it is an outpatient procedure and they are going in through the nostril.  Had I known this yesterday,  I would have told the neurologist, I will have to call her.  I will have the MRI of the brain ASAP... to see what is happening.  My nephew had severe headaches as well and visual disturbances.

  I am not aware of any personality changes nor unusual thinking or perceptions with him nor any new talents or abilities, however, Mom suffered from Migraines too so there may be a genetic thing going on.

  I am not worried about a brain tumor.   Everything I have worried about in the past has not been true, so I am going to wait and see and not second guess....  my luck and history is telling me now that because of the previous statement, it WILL be a brain tumor... but if it the same thing my nephew is having,  an outpatient procedure can't be that serious unless it has a biopsy of a pathogen or cancer...

  I don't worry anymore about things I can't control.  I've long since overcome my fear of death and am just curious to find out about what is going on....

  What ever happens, I hope I don't lose my newly discovered artistic talent.

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