June 15, 2011

• Jelly Brain

  I wanted relief from anxiety yes
  relent
  advice of one from one perspective
  consume chemicals

  loop the loop

  fight until 5 PM when I see it is raining and I cannot find De La Vega because of the rain and the fact I have a JELLY BRAIN

  I knew this would happen

  la la land

  God,  the KIDS WOULD LOVE THIS...

  I was out like a light for like 15 hours and can't think straight.

  JELLY BRAIN
  .

  at least I have no ability to feel anxiety, anger,  any type of distress or regret..

  I am breathing a huge sigh of relief and all's well that ends well says the bard.

  some people are trained to just relieve distress. 

  I should really be more thankful for this.

  I also got news,  very very good news... there is NO brain tumor..

  but I need to SEE my brain scan.

  "is there something there? is it serious"

  she repeats

  I need to see my brain scan.  At my next follow up we will go over my entire scan in detail there is something I need to be shown.

  Or am I over reading words and vocal tones?
  .
  again, I repeat,   jelly brain.
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