July 5, 2011

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  gnisufnoc dna laerrus saw denkeew

  ...let me get this straight, it was at that

  a tight nylon woven blur

  a headdress of dis-pare had me Monday afternoon

  frantic-icism was all about me

  calendars just don't make sense no matter how you turn them

  and Sunday i spent like 60 dollars on blank books

  i actually forgot why

  i do need a journal or two

  and a blank calendar

  which is set up so freakishly

  although blank

  eight days to a page

  two days wide

  an extra day for afterthoughts

  i am behind in stuff and just have to leave it and go to work...

  i was manic

  i think i have a handle on it know..

  i don't now

  time will tell as it usually does

  time is the factor
  the deciding factor
  the deceiving factor

  time is the after the fact factor

  if i don't stop now

  time will have again
  in retrospect
  and totally dependent on individual perspective

  gotten the better of me
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  i stayed home and the only fireworks here were at my brain-stem

  as i struggled with blank calendar pages

  trying to figure out how they could possibly help me

  muddle through the days ahead
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  what i don't like is leaving well enough alone and not knowing why
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  "Senseless" 7/2/11  pencil.  my habit of drawing in the dark while watching old movies...

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