August 17, 2011

  • It Must Be Part of the Cycle...

    Mercury being retrograde seems fitting. I feel down and tired, unmotivated...

    I have to remember that it must be part of a cycle and just ride it out.

    I thought it was boredom and was full of anxiety on Monday and Tuesday...

    Constant feeling of blood running cold, fight or flight feeling....

    It has been constantly raining too, I wonder if that is part of it. I always say I like the rain.. It makes you tired. Is that possible?

    I had two days off and didn't really do anything recreational and was not able to attend my last two art classes.

    I'm an art school drop out. I just disappeared and did not even say goodbye to the instructor or people I met.

    This is an old pattern...

    The last class was last night... I just couldn't go..

    I feel uninterested. I have to keep reminding myself it is cyclic and I will feel better again.

    The feeling is negative. I don't feel comfortable.

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