June 2, 2011
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Threatning Dream
I am not sure what happened. Strange days indeed. I rarely remember my dreams. Last night I woke up screaming.
I hit the sack as soon as I got home, I was so tired at work, I kept dozing while working, I was unable to function properly as the heat has descended upon us and made all the tiredness as a side effect to headache medication all that much worse...
In the dream I am in the public restroom, I think it is one at work, but not sure. I'm at the sink washing my hand. I think the psychiatrist is in there... I think I see him in the mirror behind me... There is a kid behind him as well holding a square object.
I have the vague memory that I am having a conversation with someone, is it an instructor, the psychiatrist or another doctor I am not sure. I am vaguely aware of this kid standing in the background and I think he is waiting to use the sink.
The person I am talking to leaves on an ending light conversational joke and I finish washing my hands and turn toward the mirror. I noticed I am alone with this kid and the sinks to my right are still available yet he is still behind me staring at me. Something is up. He is wearing a red down jacket and he is bald, like a skin head and he is staring at me intently, but out of focus.. he has a square object in his hand holding it at me.
I turn to get a better look, and to use the paper towel holder to get a paper towel and to address him and realize that he is pointing a small gun directly at my chest.
My heart freezes and I wake up with a scream coming out of my throat.
Hmmmmmmm...
Then I go on Facebook.... Facebook has this issue with "tagging" and photos, "tags" are where you are identified in photos in case you don't know, people can tag you and you can tag people, like wise you can block and remove tags... anyway, Facebook is full of glitches where these 'tags' go to the wrong photos or follow a person into other photos... you get a message when someone tags you in a photo...
I see a message, you have been tagged in you grand nieces photo.... I go to the photo, there are no people in the photo, it is a photo from my cousin's photo album of some cemetery that has no relation to me, however there is an "orb" an oozing mass floating in the air and I have conversed with my niece about the "ghostly" aspect of orb photography, this would be the only connection...
I commented on the photo asking if it were a mistake or what the .....
Coincidence again..... it's like the EverReady Bunny... it just keeps going and going and going...
...now that I am worried about having cancer or a brain tumor....
Comments (7)
So what has the doctor said about your having cancer or a brain tumor? Dreams can be so very real.
Feel better soon!
Christy
@greatredwoman -
Thanks, I am still waiting for colonscopy later in june and mri as well... I am assuming this dream points at my fear of illness...
the insurance company is denying a brain scan. I'll see neurologist next week... she had the nerve to go on vacation :/
neurologist/nerve HAHAHA
The stress of waiting to find out can be quite the burden.I do not understand how an insurance co can deny something a dr orders. I understand there is all kinds of politics but that makes it all the more morally wrong in my book. Maybe moral is the wrong word to use here, but hopefully you catch my drift
@queenie -
they don't see the full picture. They tend to do that, it happened before but the Dr. got it approved right away. The Dr. ordered the mri with contrast and without contrast. It is not yet clear to me if both mris were denied or just the one with contrast and the dr. being on vacation until next week has it all on hold. The appointment still stands though and there is an appeal process that I could have started but I don't need to because there are more than one Dr. and I'm fairly certain it will be approved as soon as she calls them with a bit more info...
it happened before with my neck and an different neurologist...
it happened before with my neck and a different neurologist and this is much more serious...with possible critical implications..
@Orlando - Then this is good news that you are waiting for, I hope. Happy Friday P.
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