July 25, 2011

  • I Told Amy Winehouse...

    ..not to die before her third CD came out.  I am so mad at her.   The fact that her death was so predictable is what makes it borderline funny.

       Graphic:    EMT workers carrying out a stretcher with a body bag on it,  HUGE BEE HIVE HAIR DO visible at the top of the body bag...

     My mind is dealing with the grief of the death of a celebrity whom I idolized, with humor. 

    "There is something about my humors which sickens me"  said someone as actually the word "humor" is related to bodily fluids and the funniest thing to humans,  very early on,  is our own shit and our own death... go figure...   

    I am sad about Amy Winehouse and I told her several times to stop it and finish that 3rd CD. I told her this by leaving scads of comments on her Facebook page, back when I was on Caffeine,  but she never did listen to me.  People rarely do..

     Now she is dead, which is one thing but it damages the music when I listen to her now.

     Even if a 3rd CD comes out she is now forever marred because there is a difference between listening to an alive person and listening to a dead person sing, for me anyhow..

    This blog has nothing to do with Amy Winehouse, really.   She was just on the surface of my mind after reading about her, again this morning.

    I was standing in a hardware store when the announcer on the radio said she had died...  I was looking for the in-room air conditioners.  This hardware store does not carry them. 

     I myself am feeling better in general

    I may have sleep apnea,  I awoke several thousand times last night and the night before because I couldn't get enough oxygen.   I don't know if that is what apnea is totally about,  I'm just throwing the word out there..

    I had to jump out of bed because I wasn't able to catch my breath, and it woke me up...

    Was there a "nightmare" sitting on my chest?  Some type of imp or daemon preventing a  nice breath?

    Waking up thirsty for air and having to jump up to inhale and get a nice drink of oxygen all those times is not restful.

    I am dicking around with medication and at the same time am involved in a stressful situation at work. I have been unable to plan my summer and now I am not sure what is going to happen.  

    Still no headaches. Cutting the RX for the trigeminal neuralgia in half because of confused thinking.

    I have to talk to my supervisor today and have been nervous about that , that could be it.

     
    having a hard time 'getting into' the novel... :/

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Comments (7)

  • You gonna get one of those CPAP machines?

  • can't say as that i've ever heard her sing - but then again, maybe hundreds of times and never realized it. hope things continue to improve for you. peace, Al

  • I don't know why I was shocked when Amy died but I was. She seemed like a sweet person underneath it all.

  • @blonde_apocalypse - 

    I think the breathing nasal strips help me for the snoring problem. This instance was actually due to a medication I am stopping.... it was a "side effect" (nice word for WITHDRAWL SYMPTOM) of stopping it, or cutting back...

    ...a bit of the hair of the dog made me sleep like a baby last night :) real or imagined... I had a good rest...

    the fewer chemicals going on one's system the better, I always say...

  • @titus_bigglesworth - 

    I am/was very upset and it gets worse by the day. at first I was indifferent.

    I am angry when I am able to PREDICT THINGS. and it seems to be happening more and more frequently the older I get...

    I think age is part of it...

  • and as far as PREDICTING, I'm not singling out myself here, the miracle psychic person here is the one who would have been saying she wasn't going to die...

  • I am saddened by the loss of musical talent and producible music which now I have guilt over as well :? /

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